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1.31am
I hope he really changed.
I’m not afraid of you cheating again. I am afraid of you losing feelings for me because your words of “ I love you but its not the same anymore” still haunt me to this day. If it happens, I don’t want to be blindsided by it.
2.16am
He cheated and I’m still staying. Why? Because it’s not easy to move on. It’s not easy to start over with someone new. He cheated, he lied. I was loyal and I am still.
Today, he found out something. He knew I knew everything. He knew I talked to one of them. He was mad as if I’m the one who’s cheating.
That woman, a single mother who’s four years older than us. Pity her too. The man I’m dating never told her about me, at all. I know she is hoping for him too.
The guy who I trusted the most, the guy who I helped to move on from his ex, the guy who I accepted all his flaws, his past and the only guy who I brought home to mother, cheated on me.
My dear, I love you too much to let go. Please stay and change. Loyalty and honesty are all I asked for. It kills me to know the truth but in the end of the day, I’m still hoping for us. Forever.
Malaysian food, nasi kandar.
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